It Changed Me

 EXPERIENCES AND LEARNING DURING PANDEMIC

                  "It Changed Me"

        Impact of COVID-19 as a student, my life become significant. Students experiencing more workload, adapting our self to an online learning immediately. Stock in our houses without preparation but can also include more worries due to uncertainly and fear of pandemic. Plenty of us became more anxious, because of the pandemic COVID-19 affects different people in different in different ways. 

        Depression, anxiety, and even suicide cases increased worldwide. Fear of the virus, stress due to lockdowns etc. Most especially it affects everyone mental health. Its hard to cope up the depression I experienced. For some reason it changed me, not only my mental health but my whole personality. Distance Learning, depression, I am exhausted to handle these things because it happened at the same time. The impact of these things to my is worse. My suicidal tendencies become more worst. The stress I experienced on the new normal, I know I’m not the only one who felt and experienced these things and I felt proud to those people who can handle and control themselves. Its weird but I felt happy that I experience these things because I learn a lot and I realized so many things. But somehow, experiencing these are hard and not a joke.

        Of course, I will not forget those people who stayed while I am at my lowest. I feel thankful to those persons and also to Papa God who always there listening to my rants and sadgirling every night. Its very very hard to cope up my situation but I saw to the eyes of my family and friends telling me that I’ll get through these and be brave. I’m proud to myself, the experiences made me stronger. Every time I broke down, I always tell and convince my self that “keep walking” no matter how high the obstacles are.  

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